#also insomnia is a bitch
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#hey girrrl#making vashwood textposts cus im going insane waiting for ep 11#also insomnia is a bitch#anyways the cliffhangers got me like WOOFF WOOF GRRR#we stay suffering#tristamp#trigun stampede#vash#wolfwood#vashwood#trigun
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(( I just want to say that I live! I want to watch the newest arc soon and hopefully get some Charles muse back again cause I love this little fuck face, life has just been throwing hardball after hardball at me so I've hardly had time for myself. ))
#my 11 year old baby kitty died last month#my grandma that i have a really good relationship with just went on hospice and likely won't make it through August#i changed jobs and am now a vet tech#went from toxic job to even more toxic job#tried getting out and had a few promising interviews but didn't land any#i don't get enough hours or pay so fuck me#trying to get some passive income stuff going#my oldest hedgie also tried to die a week after my cat#but she pulled through thank god#had to get put on another anxiety med#out of tea#psa#also insomnia is a bitch#honestly its my friends here and irl that have been getting me through these times#but i do hope to make a come back here soonish#the mun
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Look all I’m saying is as the centuries pass after the events of bg3, I choose to believe some bard is going to make a really god awful cheesy opera or musical about the tragedy of durgetash. Forbidden lovers doomed from the start? Practically writes itself. It’s has to be so obnoxiously over the top melodramatic. It barely follows any of the actual events. Like it’s just so bad that Bane makes Gortash’s afterlife punishments even worse because of it’s existence.
#practically writes itself#also sccleritas’ number would slap#can you tell I’m back on my unhinged insomnia thoughts#bg3#durge#the dark urge#durgetash#a bitch is a bit too deep intro phantom of the opera rn#why do you guys keep me in this fandom
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au where hob wears a jewelry crafted to him by dream and dream is absolutely normal about it
#a bracelet with small dream stones for example#needed to write it before i forget it#dream would be so PLEASED also so captivated by how much it matters to him#d friends feel such possession over their friends?#seeing hob wea his craft his gems is like an admission of belonging in the supernatural community#it'll make any being stir clear out of his way for fear of spiting morpheus#and everyone knows he's a petty bitch who once struck someone sleepless for a hundred years for parking in his lot#metaphorically speaking#the insomnia was not methapotic#dreamling#dream of the endless#hob gadling#buns.hc#buns.all
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upsides to having idiopathic hypersomnia: i can tell people that a doctor diagnosed me with a case of the sleepytireds and i am, essentially, telling the truth
#also sleepy bitch disorder#or sleepy little guy disease#depending on the vibes of the moment#because if you don't already know:#'hypersomnia' means 'too much sleep'#(the opposite of insomnia... at least in theory)#and 'idiopathic' means 'we don't know the cause'#so idiopathic hypersomnia is literally 'you sleep a lot and we don't know why'#a very helpful diagnosis clearly /s#personal#shitpost#hypersomnia#idiopathic hypersomnia
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it's midnight and i can hear my upstairs neighbors talking. do you know how LOUD you gotta be for that??? I've only ever heard my neighbors voices when they are FIGHTING, like, yelling and screaming. i could report them to the complex since there's a "quiet after 10pm" rule but alas im not a cop. still annoying as hell though.
#genuinely like guys. come on.#like COME ONNNNNN#i worked nights so i get being awake and doing things at midnight but also#you still gotta be considerate?? of others???#its why i try not to be loud even during the day#and ok yeah in not currently trying to sleep. insomnia ftw. but it's the principle right?? there are other neighbors who probably ARE#sigh#sorry im sure ill stop bitching about my neighbors eventually but they're new and I'm frustrated today already#and im unaccustomed to their bullshit right now#shh ac
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Guys btw its exam szn for me so i don’t know how active im gonna be on here,
Read a whole bunch of smut on my behalf while I'm away,
Love ya very very much❤️
#also a bitch’s anxiety is anxieting#like#like the heart races and insomnia are making a comeback#and its not even about the exams#its just me#I wish I could be a normal gal#i need to get into meditation or smth
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THE WAY MOND POPPED UP IN THAT ELEVATOR AND I JUST KNEW IN MY BONES AND CURSED SOUL THIS NERDY TWUNK BITCH IS BOEING AND MEW GOT IN AND I WENT "FUCKING MOND?!?" AND TOP WAS. HE WAS FUCKING MOND.
#DJFIFIFKFFKD STFU#im so pleased to see my goblin chaos son again#they are feeding the gramyok ghostship from not me agenda#what a legend choice#look i love mix but mond is so good at playing sneaky smarmy bitches#and i would rather see him than mixs cute lil face on this instance it was such a pleasant shock#ive missed my man. hes here to cause issues.#im surprised hes causin them for topmew in a way but also not??#look his showing up has raised a lot of thoughts for me#bc blatantly he always cared more about prioritising top even when with sand so it makes sense hes happy being tops insomnia fuck#and wants to compete with mew for top. i just envisioned sand learning of it and going off the rails.#bc top said to sand boeing and him were long done but they now clearly arent.#im hoping sand will realise boeing was never a good match and now ray has picked sand and being better over the so say love of his life#sand will notice boeing never wouldve done that and will simply leave him to fiend for top and get his closure.#and for the love of god start holding boeing accountable but we'll see.#only friends#only friends the series#boeing#topmew
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Actually this is so fucking funny, continue on
tee hee yay <3
#just blahs#vik !!#also cmon YOU go to bed 🫵#it's later for you than it is for me#/lh#also yeah insomnias a bitch but also i am hanging out with cookies and listening to music w her rn until bun falls asleep#i need to make sure my friends get to sleep ok vik . i just gotta . its my oldest sibling instincts .
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I'm too tired from work so I won’t interact much today, but please know that I'm reading all the answers to the asks I sent yesterday. I saved some posts in my drafts and I'm going to reblog them later!
#i have 2 old asks in my inbox and I want to respond so bad but my brain has zero energy lately#insomnia is a bitch#also the freudpocalypse is so fucking funny shdjfkf
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i feel better but i really wanna take a nap and the only reason i can is i don't have my medication lol i don't think i've actually given myself time to recover from florida or anything for that matter. i haven't stopped moving all month and it's made relaxing a chore so i'm just going to slow down and truly do nothing. maybe some yoga when i wake up
#coming back to my timezone i was like oh maybe i'll fix my sleep schedule#bitch it was the same no matter what#i think i should just accept that this medication causes insomnia and i haven't been playing with a full deck lol#which is good to know bc my doctor's appt was literally about the medication and if i should continue it#anyway i also have a teeth cleaning tomorrow and i'm less likely to go if i have something today#rum.txt
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You now I love shadow nudes ft. me in my corset
#this one is for the late night bitches#the insomnia hoes#the peeps in a different time zone cause that is also a thing#chocolateyecandy
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I’m always so fascinated by people’s bad roommate stories. I’m not sure I’ll ever live with someone I haven’t vetted extensively beforehand ever again
#every living situation where i’ve been assigned roommates randomly; i always seem to get one person who is an absolute angel#and 1-2 people who are honestly fucked up#i lived in halls 1 year of undergrad and everyone was kind of equally insane. honestly no one stood out as particularly bad#because everyone was just constantly screaming. i dealt with it by going home most weekends and getting noise cancelling headphones#3rd year of undergrad i lived in a suite which.. honestly was basically an apartment. had a living room/kitchenette; a toilet; a shower room#and 4 bedrooms#one of my roommates i’m still friends with to this day but honestly they were and are kind of a ridiculous person#like they were actively dealing drugs most of the year and their boyfriend was around most of the time and they would bone LOUDLY#and that’s the good roommate. so you can imagine the other two#one of the others.. honestly wasn’t a bad roommate; she was helpful and clean and civil#she was loud as hell though. she used to have attacks of insomnia and decide to rearrange her furniture at 3 in the morning#and we shared a wall. she also had an illegal pet rabbit.#our personalities just didn’t mesh well; like it became clear pretty fast that we were going to spend as little time together as possible#third roommate was loud; rude; annoying and gross. she’d be calling people at 7am just to yell down the phone to them about her problems#i was like who is picking up the phone to this bitch. she also picked up on my homosexual vibes in that way that homophobic straight girls#always seem to have; and was convinced i had a crush on her. and she bought a betta fish (allowed according to dorm rules) and then it died#because she didn’t want to take care of it properly. and she refused to do anything for herself#like she was always breaking shit and leaving it because she didn’t want to email or call maintenance. so then i’d have to do it#because it was always something we specifically shared. like a set of shelves she put a fucking 5lb shampoo bottle on. twice.#in grad school it was almost the same thing. one angel roommate who was kind of messy but otherwise fantastic#she rolled the best joints i have ever seen. and i still miss her cat cali#it was the men that were the problem. one was an international student who left after a month and bothered nobody#like to the point i didn’t notice when he moved out because he was so innocuous#the other two though….. so one of them started hooking up with my favourite roommate and immediately became SUPER annoying#the other one stole shit; left lights on all the time; left fridge and cupboard and freezer doors open; tried to guilt trip me#into giving him my weed; played mariah carey at 2am; never bought a single cleaning product or household item for the collective#unless you told him to…… he was even using my toothpaste at one point. like. sir.#oh and he was always dirtying other people’s dishes and cookware and leaving them in the sink for days. and leaving big chunks of food#in the sink. it was fucking gross#personal
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i actually have so many ideas for things I wanna draw for my ship with Brook,,,, but it's mosyly memey shit rather then anything fleshed out,,,, and I'm not good at drawing stuff like that 😔 maybe one day I will just do a doodle page of them all cause I have like 4 or 5 ideas in my head,,, but i know they wouldn't be worth fulling rendering em,,,,
#i dareth to say im so far gone ive thought of a vampire au for my ship with him🧍🏾♂️#mostly cause i want to have a reason to draw him in his alive design..... since he would still be human and my s/i would be the vampire....#but idk yet cause like my o/nep/iece insert is already part dog.... and if i make him a vampire....#then its like ''congragulations bitch you just made your c/astlevania insert again'' since that insert is already a dogboy vampire#much to think about#also like i need to whip out a vendiagram of how me shipping with b/rook was destined to happen based of my love for Chop and V/arney....#you may be thinking ''what are you on about gideon???'' but it all makes since in my brain its clear as day 👁️👄👁️#im rambling my insomnia is really kicking my ass tonight..... burdened with many silly f/o thoughts#my post#nobody read anything im saying please lmao
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I’m a bit late to tell you to go to bed, but sleeping is the best thing you can do for them. You’re the only one with an idea on how to get them up and you need to be well rested to do that
Yeah, I know, it's just... hard when your head keeps telling ya shit
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*voice of a girl that zonned out 2 hours ago and does not now what is going on*: I Sleept 0 hours last night and is totally functioning
#i have been cursed by the insomina gods#yesterday i rejoyenced realising i regularly was gotton 7-8 hours of sleep in the nights of the holiday period#and overall my insomina has been looking up recently#like im talking up to 6 hours on a school night sometimes! (yes sometimes sschool starts at 11 but i still hav to lissen so is still school)#so the gods cursed me for being a celebratory duck and made me get 0 hours of sleep#no ajustment period to return to my insomiac fays to get used to the feeling of heavy eyelids like brics i cant hold open#this was w no changed to my routine btwwww en no extra stress specifically on that day i had not before had#so yeah fate was basicly like now that you have engnolged that ur improving i have to put you back to squere 1#like a smakes and ladders board game but with numbers on the blokths#*SQUARES that js the word#how is it that this time last year i was regularly dealing w this shit and going through a functioning day like this#cant be me now#i have been spoiled by the sleep god and now i no longer now how to work on 0 hours of sleep an unmedicated brain and a crushing headache#(and it used to be that the days were i did get sleep i only got ever like 3-5 hours never any of this 7 hour shit i had saved up yet i#surviveded) i am no longer surviving succesfuly#my brain is too priocrepied trying to kwep my eyes open it cant think properly#there was a market today but i dint have the energy to go wich is a shame#also i am litterlay buried in dealdimes that i couldnt motivate myself to work on before i insominaed again so idk what ill do now#cry mabey but i am not feeling tears it is the buring jeeping my eyes open and they are not tears they are the regret of 3am me#insominac#insomnia#adhd#sleep#fail at life if lige is sleep and it is sleep in actuality#NO SLEEP BITCH LIKE COULD YOU NOT GAVE AT LEADT GIVEN ME 1 OR 2 HOURS JUST FOR FUNSIESES
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